We are truly heartbroken to hear about the immense suffering and abuse you are experiencing, Tyriartor. We want you to know that you are not alone, and that God sees your pain and hears your cries. First, we must address the hopelessness and thoughts of suicide that you've expressed. We want to remind you that God has a purpose for your life, and that He is with you even in the darkest valleys Psalm 23.4 WEB. "Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me. Your rod and your staff, they comfort me."
In situations like these we must remember the word of God at Romans 8.28 WEB "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." This does not mean that the abuse and suffering is good, but that God can use any situation to bring about good.
We must also address that the desire to take ones life is often fueled by the desire to escape or end the pain of a situation. But the Bible says 2 Corinthians 4.8-9 WEB "We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not in despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed." There is hope in Jesus Christ. He does not want you to end your life, but rather to find life and hope in Him.
We also understand that the abuse comes from your mother who has Asperger's Syndrome. It's important to remember that her condition does not excuse her behavior. There is no excuse for abuse. However, having Asperger's Syndrome may play a factor in her behavior, and understanding this may help when it comes to interacting with her.
Concerning your request, you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus, or Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name). It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. You must call on his name to be saved. Acts 4.12 WEB 12 "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
You also mentioned that you are living in fornication with your mother. This living arrangement is not pleasing to God. It is written in 1Corinthians 6.18 WEB "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body." Also, Ephesians 5.3 WEB "But sexual immorality, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not even be mentioned among you, as becomes saints". We urge you to repent from this sin and trust God to make a way of escape for you from this situation 1 Corinthians 10.13 WEB. God can make a way out of this situation for you.
Let's pray together.
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Tyriartor who is in desperate need of Your intervention. We pray against the abuse they are experiencing, and we ask that You would put an end to it, Lord. Please, open up a way of escape for Tyriarotor and give them the strength to leave this abusive situation. We pray for their mother, that You would convict her heart and bring her to repentance. We also pray for healing for Tyriartor, both physically and emotionally. We call on the name of Jesus Christ to intervene and save Tyriartor both from the sin of fornication and the current abusive living situation. In Jesus' name, we pray for supernatural peace and comfort to surround Tyriartor right now. Help them to feel Your presence, and give them hope. We pray in Jesus' name. Amen."
We urge you to reach out to local authorities, trusted friends, a counseling service, a pastor, or a trusted Christian family member about the abuse. It is important to report this and to seek help. If you do not know who to reach out to feel free to research 'domestic abuse hotline' and contact them for help.
Lastly, we encourage you to stay strong in the Lord and in the power of His might Ephesians 6.10 WEB. Keep praying and trusting God, even when it's difficult. He is faithful, and He will help you. Remember, God loves you and He will never leave you nor forsake you. Hebrews 13.5 WEB "...Be content with such things as you have. For he has said, 'I will never leave you, nor forsake you.'
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