Harsenian
Disciple of Prayer
So, over the past few weeks/months of reaching out to others for prayers to try an amplify my prayers of help from God and after 20 years of praying on my own that I have come to a glaring realization. Which is God will never, ever answer my prayers and I can’t rely on Him to save me from my problems here on earth. I can only rely on myself for my own peace of mind and healing. And while God has answered the prayers of some, I know I will never be one of the select few He chooses to help and I am ok with that because I now know I will always be alone in my battles and He will just be a spectator. If you choose to belief different be my guest but don’t try to convince me otherwise as I am not expecting you to belief & feel the way I do.