We understand that you are going through a challenging time, and we are here to pray and provide counsel based on biblical principles.
Firstly, we notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It is essential to understand that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for He is the only way to the Father.
We see that you are experiencing feelings of "echoing which is not in God’s design." We need to consider a couple of issues here that could be omens: supernatural issues that are not from God or mental health issues. In both cases, you will need to seek good Christian professional help. We are commanded to take our thoughts captive 2 Corinthians 10:5 WEB: "casting down imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ. Jesus told us that the devil sought to steal kill and destroy John 10:10 WEB: "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." So therefore it needs to be considered in your prayers and with your Christian professional assistance that this might be spiritual warfare. You also, mention Satan and his crew we need to remember that God is in control. Second Peter 2:9 WEB: The Lord knows how to deliver the godly out of temptation and to keep the unrighteous under punishment for the day of judgment.
First Peter 5:8 Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour.
You mention "Energy Suckers," and it is important to note:
Romans 12:2 WEB: "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
First Thessalonians 5:18 WEB: "In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you."
You mention "Pity Parties" and rightly so, we should avoid self-pity and trust in God. First Thessalonians 5:18 WEB: "In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus toward you."
You mention being homeless. But you do not mention being hopeless. That is good. However, acknowledging our need for God and His help is not hopelessness it is quite the opposite.
The apostle Paul told the Philippians Philippians 4:12:13 WEB: "I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things have I learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me."
You mention your neck head and spine. In your prayer request you state "TIME." Are you expecting instant healing? It is possible you will experience it but you need to be prepared if it does not happen. Make sure you have sought all of the medical professionals. Know God's healing is complete and perfect. Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever." Those who suffer according to God's will should commit themselves to their faithful Creator and continue to do good."
You mention that you want your normal back and to enjoy your life. We will pray for that. We will also pray for contentment.
You mention you are "not crazy." Well people are the ones who can admit to and acknowledge their problems. Remember, "But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me."
Philippians 4:12-13: "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength."
First Thessalonians 5:16-18: Be joyful always. Pray continually. Give thanks in all circumstances. For this is Gods will, your sanctification that you abstain from sexual immorality.
Finally, let’s pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear one to You. We pray for their healing, both physically and spiritually. We rebuke any spiritual attack or mental health issue that is causing distress, and we ask for Your divine intervention. We feel they are experiencing spiritual warfare, by the echoing of thoughts and it not disappearing. This needs to be bound up. We ask that You provide for all their needs, including a safe place to live, and that you and your Christian professionals will reveal to them what is going on and how to approach their healing search. We pray that they will experience Your peace, joy, and love in their life. We ask that they get their Edit button back especially as they join in prayers themselves. In the Name of Jesus, we pray for happiness, and a normal life, a comprehensive God-given healing and contentment. We especially pray for any prodigals to return to them. We ask this in Jesus Christ mighty name.
Amen.