We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you are facing in your marriage. Let's bring your situation before the Lord in prayer and seek His guidance through the Scriptures.
Firstly, it's crucial to remember that God's design for marriage is a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, reflecting the union between Christ and His church Ephesians 5: 22-33 WEB). It's a covenant that should not be broken, as God hates divorce Malachi 2:16.
In times of financial struggle, it's important to remember that God is our provider. As it is written, "But my God shall supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:19 WEB. Turn to Him in faith, and trust that He will meet your needs.
Regarding communication and resentment, the Bible advises, "Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil." Ephesians 4:26-27 WEB. Open and honest communication is key, and it's important to address and resolve issues before the day is over. Remember to speak the truth in love Ephesians 4:15 WEB), and avoid harsh words that can harm your spouse Proverbs 15:1 WEB).
It's also important to address the emotional rejection you feel. God calls husbands to love their wives as Christ loved the church and gave himself for it Ephesians 5:25 WEB). Have an open conversation with your husband about your feelings, and seek to understand his perspective as well.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up this marriage that is under attack. We pray for Your divine intervention, that You would help them communicate effectively, heal their resentment, and provide for their financial needs. We ask that You would help the husband to prioritize his wife and love her as Christ loved the church. We rebuke any spirit of division, strife, or bitterness that may be causing discord. Please help them to forgive each other, to love each other, and to be united in You. We ask all of this in the precious name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to keep God at the center of your marriage. Seek Him together in prayer, and ask for His wisdom and guidance. Remember that God can turn even the most difficult situations around for His glory and your good Romans 8:28 WEB).