Des Denisse
Beloved of All
My Lord, just because I am nice, does not mean you are going to allow and permit my enemies to steal my blessings from me. Doing the right thing and obeying is not easy, it is hard. Not going with the flow, and striving to please YOU, and not people is not easy it is hard. Having to put up with being made fun of, ridiculed, being oppressed, having no friends, becasue you do not go with the flow is NOT easy it IS HARD. Having to wait and to be patient for YOUR BLESSINGS IN EXCHANGE FOR OBEYING YOU, YOUR WORD, AND THE HOLY SPIRIT IS NOT EASY IT IS HARD. I BELIEVE IN MY HEART, THAT IT IS NOT RIGHT AND FAIR AND JUST FOR YOU TO ALLOW FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO COME AND STEAL MY BLESSINGS I HAVE WORKED HARD FOR TO RECEIVE, AND STILL WAITING TO RECEIVE. THIS CONTRADICTS WHO YOU REALLY ARE, AND WHAT YOUR WORD SAYS ABOUT YOU. YOU CANNOT KEEP HURTING ME, SO THAT YOU CAN BLESS MY ENEMIES. PLEASE PUT A STOP TO THIS. IF YOU ARE GOING TO ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN, I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW, YOU ARE NOT HURTING ME. YOU ARE HURTING YOURSELF. ALSO PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANYONES HAPPINESS.