Des Denisse
Beloved of All
My Lord, I HAD ENOUGH OF LIVING A STAGNANT, PURPOSELESS LIFE. I AM BEING HELD A PRISONER IN MY OWN HOME. I HAVE OBEYED TO YOU SINCE I RECEIVED CHRIST IN MY HEART BACK IN 1999. YET INSTEAD OF BLESSING ME YOU KEEP BLESSING EVIL PEOPLE, INCLUDING MY ENEMIES. THIS IS ALL CONTRADICTORY TO WHAT YOUR WORD SAYS. I HAVE DECIIDED TO PRAY PSALM 109 UPON MY FAMILY. I AM GOING TO PRAY THIS PSALM UNTIL SOMETHING CHANGES IN MY LIFE FOR THE POSITIVE. YOU CAN'T KEEP ME OPPRESSED AND DEFEATED WHEN I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG TO ANYONE. I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAUSING PEOPLE TO IGNORE MY CRIES FOR HELP IS NOT HURTING ME, YOU ARE HURTING YOURSELF. I AM DONE BEING NICE. I DEMAND JUSTICE IN MY LIFE.