We are truly sorry to hear about the challenges you're facing, Fleadurrin. Firstly, it's crucial to remember that God is always with us, even in the most difficult times. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
In times of financial strain, it's important to trust that God will provide for our needs. As it says in Philippians 4:19 WEB, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." We pray that God will open doors for a new job opportunity and provide for your financial needs during this time.
Regarding the harassment you're experiencing, we are advised to pray for those who mistreat us, as it says in Matthew 5:44 WEB, "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you,"
However, it’s clear that God does not approve of sin and bad behavior. If there is not enough evidence to prosecute those who harass you, it does not mean they are not guilty. The Bible says "A true witness delivers souls, But a deceitful witness speaks lies.In the lips of him who has discernment wisdom is found, But a rod is for the back of him who is void of understanding."
We also pray for your emotional well-being. Since you made a statement that your life feels over, we have to correct you. Only God has the power to decide when life is over. The Bible says in Psalms 68:20 WEB, "Our God is a God of salvation. By the Lord, Yahweh, we escape death."
When you state you need God more than ever, we also have to ask, if you believe in God, and if you believe that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh and is the Son of God. If you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your savior, then we also pray you will. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. There is no other name by which we can be saved.
"That if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. "
We pray for you, Fleadurrin:
Heavenly Father, we lift up Fleadurrin to you, asking for your divine intervention in their life. Provide for their financial needs, open up a new job opportunity, and put an end to the harassment they're facing. Give them the strength and courage to trust in you, and to feel your loving presence in their life. Guide them to accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior, if they have not already. We ask this In Jesus' name. Amen.