I've been dealing with a lot of things in life and everything has fallen apart my career, my relationship, my spirituality, my finances, and my emotions. I don't know where to go, I have been searching for a work-from-home to balance my career and life, but I always got rejected. We started a business but I don't know if we will succeed. Sometimes I just stare at myself in the mirror and think what if I end this thing called life, what if I finished this now my loved one will never suffer now and move on with their life without having baggage like me, it's been exhausted and draining, I always hear that I am worthless and can't do anything, my mind can't think right anymore, There's a lot of voice keep talking and telling me that I am not worth it to live, I just giving my family and love one a hard time and I don't know where to go or who I can talk to, I just this website and if you let me rant here once I am very thankful. I am just looking if God will hear me this time
Dear do not give up, give in to Jesus Christ. Lay all of your burdens at his feet. Tell the devil he is liar and you are protected by Jesus. Sing worship songs daily to lift him up! I was under heavy spiritus warfare. Daily witchcraft attacks, demons telling me to “mind my business”, being held down, witches Astro projecting into my home attacking my children…the list is exhausting. But Jesus told me (literally) I will never leave you, don’t be afraid.
Call on Jesus all day, laugh with him. Fast. I have a journal that I use to ask him questions and write love letters to Jesus. I also have a notebook to write every attack from the enemy, I use it to testify against them. Implement these practices into your life and you will see change.
I recall a time when I just could not keep money in my bank account. I cried out to the Lord for understanding and he took me into the spirit; In the spirit I could see a demon standing in a warehouse with his name positioned in front of him. I immediately said his name out loud and said” I Rebuke you (will not give name of demon) in the name of Jesus and Bind you and Cast you into the Pits of Hell!”
The demon was bound up and snatched away so fast, as fast as I blink I could not see what took him. Just as fast as that evil spirit was snatched another demon that was in the form of a huge rat was standing in its place and his name was in front of him, I bound him and sent him to the bottomless pit. The Lord was showing me that rebuking them and binding them does work so keep pressing forward!
Prayer:
Father please forgive me for all of my sins known and unknown. Father in Jesus name I repent and renounce bitterness, hatred, envy, jealousy, lust, sexual immorality, haughtiness, pride, perversion, idolatry, adultery, witch craft, addiction to drugs, food and alcohol, I renounce unforgiveness, ungodly soul ties, selfishness, self harm, self-hate, unbelief, doubt, murder and covetousness in the Name of Jesus!
I break every agreement I have ever made with the kingdom of darkness. I break all evil covenants, oaths, pacts, vows, handshakes, blood agreements, yolk and marriages. I release myself from every evil altar and decree I am covered with the feathers of the Heavenly Father, I abide under The Shadow of the Almighty and Under his wings do I trust (Psalm 91).
I break every evil yolk, chains, fetters, bond and bands off of my life. I wear a cloak of favor and say that I wear the full armor of God and there are no cracks in my armor. I cover my mind, thoughts, possessions, home, words, actions and loved ones with the blood of Jesus. I say the God that answers by fire is God and he is destroying the works and plans of the wicked that’s coming against me and my family. I bind every familiar spirit, every rat spirit, Lord of the flies and monitoring spirits and I cast them out into the pits of Hell in Jesus name.
Father close and seal every door the enemy is using to enter into my life, my mind and my finances. I break every generational curse inherited over my life from my ancestors going back to the time of Adam, in the Name of Jesus. After fill me with the Holy Ghost and fresh oil. I send Holy Ghost fire thought my body and mind to release me from the serpent spirit, the Python spirit and every unclean spirit hiding within me. Father give me deliverance in the night and fill me with your live and peace in Jesus Name.
I speak peace over you and revelation in Jesus Christ almighty name!