Dear Karthika, we are here to pray with you and offer guidance from a biblical perspective. First, we want to remind you that your life is precious and that God has a purpose for you. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.’"
We understand that you are going through a difficult time, and it's crucial to remember that God is always there to listen and to help. It's concerning that you mentioned having suicidal thoughts, and we want to encourage you to seek professional help for your depression, in addition to our prayers. Life is a gift from God, and we should cherish it, as it is stated in Psalm 139:14 (WEB), "I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
Regarding your job situation, we encourage you to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. While we understand that you want to work in your field of study, it's also important to honor your mother and consider her perspective. Remember the fifth commandment, "Honor your father and your mother, as Yahweh your God commanded you..." (Deuteronomy 5:16 WEB). It might be helpful to have an open and calm conversation with her about your aspirations and concerns.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Karthika in prayer. Lord, we ask for Your comfort and peace to fill her heart and mind. Help her to cast all her burdens onto You, for You care for her (1 Peter 5:7 WEB). Lord, we pray for her mother, that You would soften her heart and help her understand Karthika's desires and aspirations. Guide them both in their conversations and decisions.
Lord, we also pray for Karthika's job situation. If it is in accordance with Your will, please open the doors for her to work in her field of study. We ask that You touch the hearts of the staff members in the MPDO office, that they may be understanding and supportive of her requests.
Finally, Lord, we pray for Karthika's mental health. Comfort her in her depression, and guide her to the professional help she needs. Fill her with Your love, hope, and strength. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Karthika, please remember that God loves you and is always there for you. Trust in Him, and keep Him at the center of your life. If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, for it is only through Him that we have access to God and eternal life. As it is written in Romans 10:9 (WEB), "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."