We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling this way, but we are glad you have reached out for help. Firstly, we want to remind you that God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He cares deeply for you. In Jeremiah 29:11, WEB, God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
However, we want to address something first. We noticed that your message does not mention Jesus Christ. We believe that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it says in John 14:6, WEB, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved. Acts 4:12, WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this person to You, asking for Your comfort and guidance in their life. We pray that You will reveal Your purpose to them and give them the strength and wisdom to walk in it. We ask for Your peace to fill their heart and mind, casting out all despair and hopelessness. We pray that they will come to know the love of God in Jesus Christ, a love that surpasses knowledge, and be filled with all the fullness of God. In Jesus' name, we pray.
If there is a specific area of your life that you need help with, please share with us so that we can better assist you in Jesus' name.