Braenander
Disciple of Prayer
My life is stagnant and worthless. I couldn't go to highschool because of financial problems, so I was homeschooled instead. I got so far behind in my studies, that I'll be getting my GED only a few weeks from now, and I'm 20 years old. I don't even know what I'm going to do after that. My parents don't have money for college. I always feel so pathetic and worthless. All my peers are so ahead, way too ahead with their lives, and I'm just stuck at home doing nothing. I fear my misfortunes could last forever. I worry 24/7. I immerse myself in Kpop stuff to forget my troubles, but for how long? I may spend my days daydreaming about BTS, but the truth remains — that my life sucks. I'm contemplating hanging myself, but I'm too cowardly to die, I'd go straight to hell. Please, please help me out. Pray for me hard. I don't think I can hold on for much longer. Thank you.