Christ Follower
Humble Prayer Warrior
My life is miserable I am miserable. I am still living at the same cold, bad apartment. Please pray for me that I find a great warmer newer bigger home soon. My apartment building is very dangerous. I have bad neighbors they do drugs and sell drugs lots of illegal activities the police came more than 6 times and stil nothing have been done. I notify the landlord several times over the past few years about their evil activities but the landlord is careless and refuse to take action. Not too long ago the landlord finally took action and started paperwork 2 weeks ago I thought everything was final but unfortunately the bad lady the evil neighbor took a lawyer as well. Please pray that the landlord wind the case and that the bad neighors disappear forever. Please pray that they go away for good. Please pray that the police as well take action against them. They threaten me and my mother several times. Enough is enough I can't take it anymore. Please also pray for me couple weeks ago I got an inspection. I failed the inspection of my current apartment. I have been clearing and cleaning things I put my stuffs in boxes etc... The apartment I guess for the stern inspection was not cleared and he was mean a total neat freak my oven was clean and he said it was not clean enough. I will get a new inspection soon. Please pray that I pass the inspection pray that I finish all the clearing and cleaning and decluterring in the apartment. Pray also that the mean guy dont do my next inspection pray that a nice person do my next inspection someone who is not a near freak. Today is beautiful outside I had plan to spend a wonderful day outside with my mother unfortunately since this morning my mother has been giving ne a very hard time. She is so mean, she said I dislike everybody in my family etc... My mother has been focusing on her whole family all her life. Her family doesnpt even care about her. They just use her for money or when their kids are sick. She refused to open her eyes and accept the truth and focus on her life and mine. If she focused on her life and my life more our lives would have been better but instead she focus on them. Now my life is in jeopardy I am not done with my school I have many difficulties. Please pray that I finally finish school pray that I get my associate my bachelor degree and my master degree. Pray that I find a stable and good job soon while at schoool. Me and my mother argue every days am tired of it I did everything I gave my whole to get along with her but she only destroy talk bad about me all the time. She said she pray for me but deep down I feel she is fake. I always pray for her for her business to sell her merchandise to win her cases etc... Its like she is happy I'm not done with school I dont have a stable job a stable life etc... She does not want me to be happy she wants my life to be more miserable than hers. She does not want me to get a degree and be recognized and respected. She is jealous of me. She does not want me to be married and happy in all things. She just wants misery for me. If she really wanted me to be happy my life would gave been better. I would have been successful and happy. Today I had plan to get some medications at the hospital pharmacy she refused to go with me. This is not love people. Couple weeks ago she was sick I took her to the hospital got her medications etc... The other day I went with her to renew her healthcare paperwork and that's was I get. I was very sick with some pain and red wounds in my scalp and itchy scalp and dandruff. I had wounds in my scalp before years back they did go away I also had bad pain in my scalp years ago and it did go away. The dandruff and itchy scalp never went away. I tried all kinds of shampoos, oitment, cream, treatments, oral medications natural remedies and no results. This time I had a big red wound in my scalp I went to see the nurse she told me she could not do much for meI had to see a dermatologist than they book me an appoitment for December but the wait is too long my scalp was in a very bad shape she then told me to go to the emergency. I did I saw a primary care doctor she prescribed me with a shampoo oitment and some antibiotics. I tool all the antibiotics and now I am using the ointment and shampoos. My scalp has got better and the wound is slowly disappearing where the wound I also lost some hair slowly the hair is starting growing, my scalp is healthier and cleaner please continue to pray for me that my scalp fully heals pray that the wound completely disappear and that the spot with hair loss grow rapidely. Please pray also that my scalp continue to stay clean itch free and dandruff free. I lost lots of hair because of thd dandruff please pray that my hair become healthier, stronger anf longer. Pray for me that me and my mother get along she will be going away soon. She is very evil towards me. She always say people have
problems too you are not the only one I can't stand when she say those words. She always compare me my life with the world. I always told her to stop but she always do it its so annoying please pray that she stop I'm so tired of it. Instead on focusing on our lives when I tell about my life and how things are bad she always does the same thing. Today i had plan to take her to the movies i tool her couple weeks ago and we had a good time. We were suppose to go after going to get my medications but since this morning she gives me hard time. I just gave up and said ok you dont want to go with me get my medications then i guess it means no movies today and she ignores me then say yes then say no then act like she wants to go and then i say no its ok. If it wasa family matter or a family member that will want her to go somewhere with them she would go she would run. Its shows me I'm not imporant they are. What I have to do for my health to continue my scalp treatment is not important to her taking her to the movies a second time abxspend quality time with her is not important to her. She ruined my life because she gave all her focus on her family. Please pray that she does not continue to destroy my life. She did enough damage. I'm not happy with her she make me miserable she destroy me my life she made my life miserable. I am waiting on very important paperwork for so long now please pray that i find them soon in my mailbox. Pray that i get a positive response only.Pray for me that i meet my true friend, someone that will focus on God and me. Someone that will genuinely sacrifice his life for me someone that will truly love me forever and always protect me and cherish me pray that I meet him soon my future True Christian husband. Pray that he will always make me happy in all only good ways. Pray that I meet him very sook before the year is over so we can get to know each other slowly. I am suppose to go somewhere soon I have been to this place last year but unfortunately did not meet anyone pray that this year I go to this place again and meet my future True Christian husband. If I dont meet him pray that the person I know in that place pray that he has the idea to introduce me to someone very special him my future True Christian husband.
problems too you are not the only one I can't stand when she say those words. She always compare me my life with the world. I always told her to stop but she always do it its so annoying please pray that she stop I'm so tired of it. Instead on focusing on our lives when I tell about my life and how things are bad she always does the same thing. Today i had plan to take her to the movies i tool her couple weeks ago and we had a good time. We were suppose to go after going to get my medications but since this morning she gives me hard time. I just gave up and said ok you dont want to go with me get my medications then i guess it means no movies today and she ignores me then say yes then say no then act like she wants to go and then i say no its ok. If it wasa family matter or a family member that will want her to go somewhere with them she would go she would run. Its shows me I'm not imporant they are. What I have to do for my health to continue my scalp treatment is not important to her taking her to the movies a second time abxspend quality time with her is not important to her. She ruined my life because she gave all her focus on her family. Please pray that she does not continue to destroy my life. She did enough damage. I'm not happy with her she make me miserable she destroy me my life she made my life miserable. I am waiting on very important paperwork for so long now please pray that i find them soon in my mailbox. Pray that i get a positive response only.Pray for me that i meet my true friend, someone that will focus on God and me. Someone that will genuinely sacrifice his life for me someone that will truly love me forever and always protect me and cherish me pray that I meet him soon my future True Christian husband. Pray that he will always make me happy in all only good ways. Pray that I meet him very sook before the year is over so we can get to know each other slowly. I am suppose to go somewhere soon I have been to this place last year but unfortunately did not meet anyone pray that this year I go to this place again and meet my future True Christian husband. If I dont meet him pray that the person I know in that place pray that he has the idea to introduce me to someone very special him my future True Christian husband.