We are truly sorry to hear that you're going through such a difficult time. Remember, God is always with us, even in our darkest hours. He says, I will never leave you, nor forsake you, (Hebrews 13:5 WEB).
Firstly, we notice that Jesus was not mentioned. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. And in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved, Acts 4:12 WEB. Through Him, we can approach God the Father and seek His help and guidance. It is only through believing in Jesus that we can be saved. For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved, Romans 10:13 WEB. If you are not sure about Jesus, His gift of salvation, and your faith; then please talk with us. We would love to share His message with you.
In times of trouble, we should call on God for help. He promises us. Many are the adversities of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all, Psalms 34:19 WEB. God wants us to cast all our anxieties on Him because He cares for us. (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
We also want to address your feelings of guilt. Remember, God wants us to live in freedom, not under guilt and condemnation. There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don’t walk according to the flesh, Romans 8:1 WEB. If you have confessed your sins to God and repented, then you are forgiven and free.
Regarding your desire for marriage, it's important to trust God's timing and will. He knows the desires of your heart, and He will provide at the right time. Be patient and remember, Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart, Psalms 37:4 WEB.
Also, remember that God wants you to be content in all circumstances. Not that I speak because of lack, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it. I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. (Philippians 4:11-13 WEB).
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our dear friend who is going through a tough time. Lord, we ask for Your comfort and guidance during this season. Touch the hearts of those around them, and turn their hearts towards Your will.
Father, we ask for Your forgiveness for any guilt they may be feeling. Release them from any bondage of the enemy, and let Your peace and joy fill their heart.
Lord, we also pray for Your provision. If it's Your will, provide a godly spouse, a house, and financial stability. Give them patience and contentment as they wait on Your perfect timing.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong and keep trusting in God. He has a wonderful plan for your life.
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