Twigroth
Disciple of Prayer
My life in the mess I haveing trouble forgiving, letting go. I'm losing to cry, maybe case by harden heart. Do want the world. I'm tired of suck sate demons keep attack me day and night. When I get up, I woke up demon was attacking me. I try lay down go to sleep, demon was attacking me. I couldn't sleep. I was under attack when I go out side, demons following me. One demon said I will do what I want, whispering right next to me. I got upset. What happened
. Want to forgive. I'm trouble right way say and right way forgive, causing me trouble. Demons keep coming back day and night. I'm trying fix my mistakes and errors because want things go back normal. I don't want this world. I really want nothing else. Jesus people, I need to forgive ###, ###, my sister, my mom, ###, ###, who owns building I'm in. Everything going not as planned. I want to cry, don't know why. God doing this me, he is, he isn't. Please don't want my heart grow cold. Don't want this world. Don't want worship demons and Satan. Two I want fix my mistakes, go back things normal. I want confess my sins, turn away from my sins. I lose interest of the bible. I try read the bible then I stop. I remember I was reading the something or demon bothering me. I had feeling not read the bible and more. I'm in my sin ever time. I want lease it, let it go, don't do it again. Demons kept bothering me. I Want cry again, lose to cry, maybe case by harden heart. I don't want commit blasphemy against holy spirit. I hope didn't commit it. I just hope I didn't commit blasphemy against the holy spirit. Really don't want commit the blasphemy against the holy spirit. I don't Satan as my God, any my God I have Jesus God. I have 11 bibles want to read deeply, want read them want to. I feel losing interest read the bible. I don't want life what place Jesus God are at. I want place where Jesus God is at. I'm in my sin, unforgiveness, grudging, masturbation, pornography, lust, hateing hate, bitterness, resentment and other sins. I'm not going place where Jesus God is at. I'm heading hell. Demons are going to torment me. I want not go there. I'm being tortured by demons. Demons refuse to. I'm have trouble let go the phone. My life is destroyed myself is destroyed. I can't clear my mind. Demons keeps attack my mind. Demons keep touching me and keep touching my hair. Been shut down turn into pieces. There's people I need to forgive in the mental hospital ### hospital ###, pasty I to forgive.
