My life has never been this far down before. Believe me I have seen so much raw pain and fear before but never like this. I have been trying to find some answers but it really doesn't matter. It's confusing to me because I never know what to do. I just hold faith that my wife Allie is going to feel remorse and ask me for forgiveness. God is working in her life I believe yet I just miss her very much. She may have mental illness and I don't want to accept that. I am not giving up hope for her life. Everything around here is dangerous. It's the heroine capital of America. I think God wants me here to help the drug addiction. Fentanyl is killing people everyday. All ages suffer addiction. They are in the depth of their addiction. I try to teach them and feed them and clothe them but they are not interested in anything but drugs. I rescue the overdose victims and frozen people who are sleeping outside in 7 degrees. It's like a battle field. I just want my wife back in my arms but she's still in her addiction. I can't help her and that's painful because I could always help her but she seems possessed by something like a spirit of darkness. I don't believe in speaking about evil influence yet she has become someone else. Her family is in denial. I think God is keeping me safe to be able to help her when she eventually hits bottom. I ask for prayers for miracles to save her and everyone who has an addiction problem. Drugs are killing people here. People are disconnected from themselves and God. I have lost all my hope. I just feel numb. Where is God? What does God want me to do? I hardly sleep or eat. I am loosing all hope. Use me God to help someone. I am here to serve you. Just save Allie from drugs and negative effects. God save her soul. Save us all. You're my best friend. I love her and miss her very much. May the power of your healing realm reach her tonight. I pray my life for hers if I can trade it to save her. God help me understand. I'm trying hard to serve you. Bring her out of darkness and destroy the addiction. I am not giving up tonight for a miracle. Jesus is my redeemer. I am believing God will answer all my concerns. Praise Jesus our friend. Amen and amen to our Healing Father
Praying with and for you in Jesus. I don’t know for certain why God is All Around Us, even in Us as in we are All made up of Him but He doesn’t completely reveal Himself to Us other than it would probably really freak most of Us out. Search for Him in His Word as well as All Around you and I guarantee that you will not only find Him but He Will Reveal Himself to you as well : )
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Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.