Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello, my mom is suffering from ALK lung cancer stage 4 and has battled it for the last 3 years, however lately her condition is worsening and she often has agonizing pain in her lower back which she screams out in pain and cries, this is very hard for my mom but also my dad and for me, she doesn't want to take the medicine the doctors gave her because the side effects just make everything worse, she is currently on day 7 of her fast and although I pray for her each night, it pains me a lot to hear her scream out in pain, this is not the way I wanted things to go... I know our Lord is compassion and love, yet I just want Him to help my mom at least suffer less, she is in agonizing pain and I would never imagine myself losing my mom this early on in my life, I know the Lord will heal her and alleviate her pain, but I just want some prayers for her please. Her name is ### and although she believes in the Lord, I don't think she has lived up yet to the potential she can, I hope she heals soon so she can prove to our Lord she is worthy to enter heaven, for I fear that if she died now she might not go to heaven, I thank all that take their time to pray for my mom and I hope our Lord heals her soon, because I can't stand hearing her whimper, I can't stand not being able to alleviate the pain, she is in tremendous pain and it brings me a lot of distress, my faith in our Lord remains unwavering but I honestly can't imagine losing my mom yet, she keeps moaning about how she wants to live and see me study and become something, and I hope the Lord allows her to see those days, I am at a loss of what to do besides pray and research potential alternatives as my mom is very untrusting of modern medicine, I am sorry if this comes over badly written, English is not my first language and I am overall very stressed and sad I hope it's our Lord's will, for her to heal, please I can't lose my mom, not like this, not so soon.