natasha2
Beloved of All
Lord please heal my heart. My mother has today lied to me and not done a service to me that she has promised to me. I feel so humiliated and hurt. Why have I believed her again. She is constantly doing things to neglect or hurt me or to get revenge for something. Lord I am speechless and I really don't know how to handle her any more. She manipulates me through money that she gives me because she has pretty much money on her account. But it is unbelievable how not transparent she is. Today she says this, tomorrow she says another thing. I cannot take it any more. I feel trapped. If she was not my mother I would break up contact with her long ago. I feel awful and SOOOO TRAPPED. Lord please send help and deliver me from that devil in Jesus name. Lord save my mother in Jesus name and let her repent for everything wrong that she has done and said to me. It has affected my self-respect and confidence from my childhood. Lord help. I have tried to explain to her what she is doing to me but she ignores me, devalues me and even mocks me. No compassion. No real love.