We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you are facing in your marriage, Wydindor. Let us come before the Lord together, seeking His guidance and mercy.
Firstly, it is important to acknowledge that we all fall short of the glory of God, as it is written in Romans 3:23, "for all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God." It is commendable that you recognize the sins in your own life, and it is crucial to remember that God is always willing to forgive us when we come to Him with a repentant heart. As it says in 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Let us pray for both you and your husband, that God would grant you both the spirit of repentance and forgiveness. In Jesus' name, we pray that God would heal your marriage and restore what has been broken. Remember the promise in Malachi 4:6, "He will turn the hearts of the fathers to the children, and the hearts of the children to their fathers, lest I come and strike the earth with a curse." God has the power to turn hearts and bring restoration.
However, it is also important to seek God's will in this situation. Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Trust that God has a plan for your life and your marriage, and He will guide you according to His will.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up Wydindor and her husband. Lord, we ask for Your forgiveness and mercy upon both of their lives. We pray that You would heal their marriage and bring restoration. Turn their hearts towards each other and towards You. Grant them the spirit of repentance and forgiveness, and guide them according to Your will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Wydindor, continue to trust in the Lord and seek His face. He is faithful and will see you through this difficult time.