My husband has not contacted me or bought the things I need for the baby. I’ll be giving birth any day now and I’m super emotional. Please help me get through this pregnancy and remain calm. The thought of giving birth alone saddens me so much. I don’t want to cry anymore and I don’t want so suffer depression after having the baby. I need to take care of the new baby along with my 3 other kids and finish my school to support them. I’m dealing also with a legal situation due to his choices. I have no job, I had to quit my job that I loved because of his actions, I needed to be there for my kids. My car is also still broken down. It’s very hard to get around with a baby and no car. Pray that we have everything we need at home because the only income I have is what he gives me.Pray that my Husband does not abandon responsibilities for a new life he’s living with a new woman. Pray that he turns to god and that god removes everything that is not of him from his heart mind and life. He has done things that have harmed my children and I. I hope he sets a good example for his kids and makes a better life for himself. Law does not permit us to get back together so I hope he can do things right and focus on bettering himself. He cannot be alone in silence and I believe that is why he doesn’t change. Please lord comfort me and carry me through this. Protect me, my heart and mind and my kids.