Thodkach
Disciple of Prayer
My husband has move out from the house in few days is going to come and take the rest of his stuff so many people came against us for this wedding we get married alone all that make us get tried I get sick and he said that this is something that we are going to have in all our lives and he can't take it anymore his mother fanatic orthodox and his is the only child and my parents they have been born again but are many years out from church with so much bitter heart and I don't know what is the worst I love him so much and I can't take it anymore he was so good to me but he is not so strong in his will his brother died before 3 years and now he is the only child and its difficult to go against his mother.... I pray for him and me to go back in our first love and for God and for each other I love him but I feel so much pain when he left the house I was pregnant and I dint know it and from the crying I lost it I can't take so much pain I was in church all my life and worship leader always helping families in church and mine and my marriage it was the best thing that ever happened to me after the love of God and my salvation.... I can't work I crying all the time for firs time I have panic attacks I can't eat.... Please I can't take it anymore I sleep listening to Bible verses all night so I can sleep little bit.... I have going through so many difficult things in my life but it's first time I can't handle it and I thing I'm going to have break down Jenny
