Exartauson
Disciple of Prayer
My husband has confessed he is in lust and likes looking at photos of women by requesting them, with or without permission, off of social media or if he sees someone in public. Has confessed someone from his past has contacted him and has a child by him and she will only allow him in her life if he divorces me and he confessed he likes her looks and body, has her as a screen saver, and that this is blood matter because that's his daughter and it's none of my business. He does not find me attractive, wants me to get surgery to look how he favors (bigger breast, small waist; rest of curves are okay; back, arms—he always describes women's body parts). He has been over the road, tells me to stay out of my feelings, and he will be working on what he decides on, but I can do what I like; he doesn't care how I feel and if I want to do something, he doesn't care. Once he leaves, he says "love you," but he is so angry if I ask questions, and we don't talk about it at all; he just acts as if he didn't say all those things. He wants to sell the house and use it to fix up cars that he rebuilds and wants me to move me and my children into a place smaller for rent. He says the plan is to have me drive two jobs, then we save up and buy a home together. He bought the house we are in while we were married and didn't add my name. He is a hoarder and wants me to clean the house out to have it ready for pictures to sell. He mostly calls me if he wants something or says things contrary to his actions like "all for you, babe, you're all I need..."
