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belka
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My husband and I were married for 15 years and we still don't have a child. I was diagnozed with endometriosis, underwent surgery, then tried 2 rounds of IUI. Now I am being told that I have new cists and need another surgery, after which I am to have an IVF. I do not like all that assited reproduction. It does not feel right. I thought to stop trying after the last IUI, and explore adoption options. My husband seemed to agree with me. However, now that the IUI did not work he really wants to try the surgery and the IVF, provided I agree to it. I am so tired of this 15-year-old roll-a-coaster. Yet, I do not want to go against my husband wishes. And I do want a natural child. I don't know what to do. I prayed for a child, and lately I am thinking maybe it's just not in God's will. If only I knew the reason, it would be easier to accept. Please pray for God to answer me in some way. Thank you