My husband and I want to get divorce of 10 years. We don’t have kids together, we both have grown kids except I have one 16 year old still living at home with us. My marriage is toxic! I live with mental abusive from my husband my whole marriage. I have dealt with physical abuse from him as well years ago. I have stayed in the marriage because I was a single mom for so long and had to work a dead end job because I didn’t finish high school no college education and when I was married to my first husband I didn’t work for 20 years I was a stay at home mom. Then I divorced him got pregnant with another man at 50 years old, we never married. I struggled so bad for 10 years. Had to work at a gas station for minimum wage under. Demon possessed awefull mean boss because I didn’t have to work nights and weekends because I had no one to watch my son. My parents and grandparents are gone. I only have my sister and she doesn’t have any money. Her and her family were struggling as well. So I had no help . I did get some child care help from the government and a free gov phone and food stamps, thank God it really helped! But I had an old broken down car with no air in the summer in Alabama when it got 100 degrees in the summer I had to drive around on it with my baby and we were sweating everyday in that car and it broke down all the time as well. I met my husband he told me he would take care of me and my son and I wouldn’t have to work. I was thrilled!!! But didn’t know it had all these awesgul strings attached! We have a terrible marriage and we do not love each other at all! We actually hate each other. My husband screams and yells and cusses at me every 3 months says he wants a divorce , and this has been going on for 10 years. We both want out but I’m scared. I have a car but it’s in his name Snd we owe a lot of money on it. I couldn’t afford the car payments . I don’t have a job , the house we live in is falling apart my husband has just let it go. So when we sell it we want get any money from it we will probably owe money. My prayer request is that I’m seeking Gods hand in all this. I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to start all over again from scratch. I want Hods will for me his guidance! I have been praying about this for years and I believe it’s time for me to leave this toxic marriage! My 16 year old that lives with us hates my husband . Because he yells and cusses at him all the time. For the last 2 years he just quit talking to him! It’s not because my son is bad disrespectful it is solely because my husband is jealous of him. My son will not come out of his room for fear of ny husband so he just stays in his room it is so sad! My son is such a good boy. He makes good grades never gets in trouble at school. Actually he has autism and all his teachers and principal rave about him and say they wish all the kids that go to that school were as good as my son! I have a grown daughter but she can’t help me out as she is broke she is trying to make it own her own after battling a drug and alcohol addiction for years! I actually have had to help her out by signing a lease so she could get her first apt. I have a grown son lives in Seattle most my family lives in bham al my oldest moved to Seattle a few years ago he is wanting me and my son to come stay with him and he would help me out. I really don’t want to live so far away from my daughter sister and nieces and nephew in Birmingham al but none of them have money to help me! So now I’m praying about what to do! I just need an answer from God about how to start my life over at 56 years old with a lot of health issues. My name is Rhonda Erwin I live in Alabama thank you for your prayers
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Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
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I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
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Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.