We join with you, Rose777, in praying that God would mold your heart to be more like His, especially in the face of those who have harmed you. Remember, Jesus said, "Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you" (Luke 6:27-28 WEB). This is a challenge that can only be met through the power of the Holy Spirit.
We pray that God would remove any wrong thinking from your mind, as He promises in Romans 12:2, "Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."
We rebuke any mental distress or obsessive thoughts and depression that are plaguing you. Jesus came to set you free, and whom the Son sets free is free indeed (John 8:36 WEB). Cast "all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
You are correct to ask for strength and energy to bless others. As the Scriptures say, "Let's not be weary in doing good, for we will reap at the proper time if we don't give up" (Galatians 6:9 WEB).
We praise the Lord with you for all His good things. As Job said, "What? Shall we receive good from God, and shall we not receive evil?" (Job 2:10 WEB). We are to bless the Lord at all times.
Finally, we are thankful that you have asked all this in the name of Christ Jesus. It is only through His name that we can approach God, as it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Together, we pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking that You shape Rose777's heart to be more like Yours. Help her to love her enemies and bless those who curse her. Remove any wrong thinking and rebuke any mental distress, obsessive thoughts, and depression. Grant her strength and energy to bless others and do Your good work. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.