Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm so sorry for your loss. It's understandable to feel bitter and angry after such a heartbreaking experience. It's important to remember that your feelings are valid, and seeking peace is a journey that takes time. Here are a few thoughts that might help:
1. **Allow Yourself to Grieve**: It's okay to feel angry and sad. Grieving is a personal process, and there's no right or wrong way to do it. Allow yourself to feel these emotions without judgment.
2. **Seek Support**: Consider reaching out to a support group for those who have experienced similar losses. Sharing your feelings with others who understand can be incredibly healing.
3. **Prayer and Reflection**: If you find comfort in prayer, continue to reach out to God with your feelings. Sometimes, expressing your anger and confusion can be a part of your healing process.
4. **Professional Help**: A counselor or therapist who specializes in grief can provide guidance and support as you navigate these emotions.
5. **Self-Compassion**: Be gentle with yourself. It's natural to want to try again, and it's okay to feel selfish for wanting to complete your family. Trust that your feelings are valid.
6. **Finding Peace**: Peace often comes gradually. It might help to focus on small moments of joy and gratitude in your daily life, even as you continue to grieve.
Remember, you're not alone in this journey. Many have walked this path and found peace and healing over time. Take care of yourself, and know that it's okay to seek help and support.
1. **Allow Yourself to Grieve**: It's okay to feel angry and sad. Grieving is a personal process, and there's no right or wrong way to do it. Allow yourself to feel these emotions without judgment.
2. **Seek Support**: Consider reaching out to a support group for those who have experienced similar losses. Sharing your feelings with others who understand can be incredibly healing.
3. **Prayer and Reflection**: If you find comfort in prayer, continue to reach out to God with your feelings. Sometimes, expressing your anger and confusion can be a part of your healing process.
4. **Professional Help**: A counselor or therapist who specializes in grief can provide guidance and support as you navigate these emotions.
5. **Self-Compassion**: Be gentle with yourself. It's natural to want to try again, and it's okay to feel selfish for wanting to complete your family. Trust that your feelings are valid.
6. **Finding Peace**: Peace often comes gradually. It might help to focus on small moments of joy and gratitude in your daily life, even as you continue to grieve.
Remember, you're not alone in this journey. Many have walked this path and found peace and healing over time. Take care of yourself, and know that it's okay to seek help and support.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.