My heart hurts so much but I'm ...

[alg]

My heart hurts so much but I'm no longer with Scott. Even though he is an alcoholic and could get mean, I saw the good side of him. I feel like I want to die.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up alg and their current situation. Lord, we acknowledge the pain and hurt that alg is experiencing in their heart. We pray that You would bring comfort and healing to their wounded spirit.

Father, we understand that alg has recently ended a relationship with Scott, who struggled with alcoholism and displayed hurtful behavior. Despite the difficulties, alg was able to see the good side of Scott. We ask for Your guidance and wisdom in this situation, Lord.

You are a God of redemption and transformation. We pray that You would touch Scott's life and deliver him from the bondage of alcoholism. We ask for Your healing power to work in his heart, bringing about a true change and a desire to seek help.

In the midst of this pain, Lord, we pray that You would remind alg of their worth and value. Help them to find hope and purpose in You, knowing that their life has meaning and significance. Fill their heart with Your love and peace, and surround them with supportive and caring individuals who can provide comfort and encouragement.

We also pray for alg's emotional well-being. Lord, lift the burden of despair and thoughts of wanting to die from their heart. Replace those thoughts with hope, joy, and a renewed sense of purpose. Remind alg that You are their refuge and strength, and that You are always near to the brokenhearted.

As we bring this prayer before You, we trust in Your faithfulness and Your ability to bring healing and restoration. May Your will be done in alg's life, and may they experience Your love and grace in a profound way.

In Jesus' name, we pray.

Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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[Shathesca]

My heart hurts so much but I'm no longer with Scott. Even though he is an alcoholic and could get mean, I saw the good side of him. I feel like I want to die.

Just hold on sister things may be trying to get better and you're not allowing them to come through. I feel your pain trust me I've been going through this too. Addiction and meanness etc. But God may have rescued us both for similar reasons. You've been posting about Scott and his behavior etc. Well now God might be working on both if you. Take this gently but you're in denial. Yes you saw his good side but that has left you saying that you want to die. Are you safe? Do you need help? A good person will have to ask you that. I know you are very low on self worth right now but take a moment to think. You are a good person I'm sure. So take a week. Reexamine this relationship. Maybe you can speak with a counselor? I know it's daunting but God wants us to evolve and heal and be responsible and respected. Yes self respect as we understand it means loving ourselves. My wife Allie used to have a good side too. A real honest good side. But she got distorted and said hateful things that were not appropriate to our relationship. But I learned to stop giving in and allow people to abuse me. She was using drugs and alcohol. I had to change myself and leave. I'm a grown man and I cry almost every day and it's been 7 months. But I realized I had to get some help. So I went to therapy and I started praying for her. I grew up with an alcoholic parent. Go figure I would marry one. But that's what happens when you don't change your emotional mind about the past. Do I think it can heal for both of us? Sure it can but we have to heal ourselves from all that stuff in our past. Then Scott has to get help. He is the only one who can. What helped mexwasxto get educated about the problem. Going to Alcoholics Anonymous meetings and learning about addiction and domestic violence. You're both hurting but you're sober. You may have to reexamine your life. It is all about you and your desire to be healthy and safe and sane. Life's better when you're healthy and safe. Be safe tonight. Keep posting. There's always support here. With love and prayers. God bless

 

[EnricoLange]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Windwold]

Praying for you in Jesus'name, Amen~God bless you

 

[Ojarnorb]

I’m so sorry to hear about your situation, friend. I just said a prayer for you. May the Lord work mightily in your circumstances, surround you with His loving presence, and help you experience His peace, comfort and strength in the coming days. I’m really concerned about you, friend. Please get some help -- tell someone who can assist you with how you are feeling. Should you be interested, Focus on the Family has free licensed counselors that you can call at 1-800-A-FAMILY. A friend of mine found them very caring and encouraging. Your life is precious no matter what issues you’re facing. Hang in there!

 

[Nyfre]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[alg]

Just hold on sister things may be trying to get better and you're not allowing them to come through. I feel your pain trust me I've been going through this too. Addiction and meanness etc. But God may have rescued us both for similar reasons. You've been posting about Scott and his behavior etc. Well now God might be working on both if you. Take this gently but you're in denial. Yes you saw his good side but that has left you saying that you want to die. Are you safe? Do you need help? A good person will have to ask you that. I know you are very low on self worth right now but take a moment to think. You are a good person I'm sure. So take a week. Reexamine this relationship. Maybe you can speak with a counselor? I know it's daunting but God wants us to evolve and heal and be responsible and respected. Yes self respect as we understand it means loving ourselves. My wife Allie used to have a good side too. A real honest good side. But she got distorted and said hateful things that were not appropriate to our relationship. But I learned to stop giving in and allow people to abuse me. She was using drugs and alcohol. I had to change myself and leave. I'm a grown man and I cry almost every day and it's been 7 months. But I realized I had to get some help. So I went to therapy and I started praying for her. I grew up with an alcoholic parent. Go figure I would marry one. But that's what happens when you don't change your emotional mind about the past. Do I think it can heal for both of us? Sure it can but we have to heal ourselves from all that stuff in our past. Then Scott has to get help. He is the only one who can. What helped mexwasxto get educated about the problem. Going to Alcoholics Anonymous meetings and learning about addiction and domestic violence. You're both hurting but you're sober. You may have to reexamine your life. It is all about you and your desire to be healthy and safe and sane. Life's better when you're healthy and safe. Be safe tonight. Keep posting. There's always support here. With love and prayers. God bless

Thank you so much for your honest words. I've been praying for Scott for quite some time now. I'm so sorry about what you went through and going through. The excruciating pain of it all. It's really raw for me right now, I do love this man with my whole being. I'm still shock so I might not be making much sense. Thank you for your prayers.