my heart and where I'm at

[fozzy]

where to begin? I guess it all starts with God. When I think about God my heart yearns for so much more. Life has a way of taking your mind off of God and derailing you from his purpose. I struggle a lot, and I feel lifeless inside. Fear and discouragement have become the norm for me, because I haven't been well inside. Day after day I worry about my life and where I'm going, yet I know that Jesus Christ needs to be the center of my world, and to have faith that he is leading me. I have been taught so much about the Bible and even more so when I attended Bible College for four years. Still, where do I end up? here, broken and defeated. I'm not angry at God and I don't blame him, in fact I understand that my life hangs in the balance of his love and grace. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here. Somehow or someway I know he's preserved my life. My heart is broken because of where it's all went. Everyone said I was going to do something great for the Lord, everyone had hope in where I was going, but somehow that's all gone. I haven't opened up in a long time about where I'm truly at. Lately I've thought about God and how amazing he is. So if there's one thing that I want from this post is that God would receive glory and worship. Before I end here I just wanted to say that the Lord God almighty, the creator of life is worthy. He is the author of life, not just here but in the next as well. One day I hope to be standing in a field in heaven talking to him, one day I hope to sit down with God and ask him about stuff. How wonderful it is that the moment sin entered the world God immediately made a plan to cure it. From the beginning he has looked out for all that he has created with profound love. The Lord is worthy of praise. The Lord MUST receive praise. May he receive praise forever in this life and in the next. May he be glorified and loved with ever fiber of our being.

 

[King David Samuel Beasley]

- The Victorious Prayer -

The power of this prayer will compel anyone who reads it, to realize and acknowledge the greater part of their true identity as themselves known as the living soul. Let this prayer penetrate deep into your conscious understanding, and a true change will take place within your subconscious. Slowly Digest these prayerful affirmations as you mentally picture yourself become it's meanings.....

(A Decree Of Who I Am)

I will be with God and God will be with me for all eternity. I decree that (I Am) a child of God, created in the likeness and image of my father. (I am) a cell in the greater body, an extension of absolute perfection.

(My Soul Deep Rooted Within Me)

I acknowledge the fact that my soul is at the core of my being. You will always find God there. It is my true higher self. My protector and Guardian Angel, guiding my every step from harm to safety. My soul is deep rooted within me, like that of an old wise tree planted by the rivers of water, absorbing every moment of my life and remembering within the core of it's roots every truth, and realization that are to be known.

(The Soul's Quest Through Reincarnation)

With my present life now, the lives I had lived through in the past, and all the lives I will live on into the future combined together, my soul shall evolve into a never-extinguishing fire that burns For God's purpose only. The body will go back to the dust of the earth, but the soul lives on forever. In my souls long journey back to God, I will have experienced every emotion, every fear, every love, every heartbreak, every success, every failure, and every circumstance humanly possible to elevate to next higher supersubconscious levels and vibrations of heaven.

(Soul Reunification Back To Source)

One Victorious day in the future when my soul has made full circle back to the omnipresent creator of all life, I will have achieved perfect understanding of all truths of everything that - is, was, and will become. All the mysteries that were in the dark corners of my subconscious thoughts shall be made known clearly unto me. "That which is in the dark shall come to the light" No more hidden plots, no more hidden agendas.

(Together again)

In the Final Stage of Souls evolution back to God, Humankind shall see each others truths and love one another unconditionally. We will finally be reunited together as one whole unit - "One God, One Family, one creation, one law, and one plan". Lucifer's reign over the world shall end, and men's control over our freedoms, shall be no more. On this triumphant day, my soul will cry out with the Victory!!

(Using The Divine Will Properly)

(I am) destined to meet the beginning of all life and conscious presence again, The God head himself! As one unit and one mind shall we create thoughts together and paint the heavens and earth with pure love and tranquility. He promised that he would give me the desires of my own heart if I put him first in all things. With my birth right of free will and choice, I choose to align my will with God's perfect will to insure a harmonious outcome and to affirm that the law of love works.

(Soul Immortality and Deaths Purpose)

Harmonious perfection and eternal life shall prevail. For we are immortal souls with infinite destinations. With this thought in mind, I understand that physical death is merely a fundamental part and process of life, necessary for reviewing and reflecting my Soul's accomplishments on earth. "I Shall Not Fear Death" For the same God that takes watch over my soul in this physical world, will be with me in the heavenly one as well. I affirm that "God Shall Never Leave Me Nor Forsake Me!

(Keys To Forgiveness And Forgiving)

With a contrite heart, and with deep sincerity from the depths of my soul, I am truthful to myself for all my transgressions and ask God's Forgiveness whole heartedly for my sinful desires and wrongful deeds. I pray forgiveness to all those that I have ever offended or harmed intentionally and unintentionally by my words or actions. I will make right my wrongs by correcting all my shortcomings and failures and will not leave any room for regrets about my past this very moment while I have breath to pray.

(Don't Wait Till It Is Too Late)

I Ask God's forgiveness of all things right now while I am still able to do so. I will not let the book of judgment revealing the story of my life be a shameful and sorrowful review before myself and my creator. I shall close the book with rejoicing because I was aware of my sinful nature and took action to cleanse my soul before death laid upon my body. I only want to hear the words, "Good and Faithfull Servant, Thy Work Is Well Done!"

(Atonement)

I will sincerely forgive all things done to me by others and from my own self inflictions, I will forgive myself and turn away from continuing the wrongful action and never revisit the problem again.

(Speaking it into the Universe)

I now project these life changing, uplifting affirmations of truth to be spoken out into the atmosphere and into the higher etheric levels of heaven for God to hear the sincerity of my souls heart desires. "Ask and it shall be given you."

(Unstoppable Love)

I decree and re-affirm that I will let nothing separate my souls destiny and pathway back to my maker. Fear not! For God's unconditional love for me is stronger than any opposing enemy or force in creation. He is my shield and buckler. No weapon that is formed against me shall prosper. I decree that I will always be with God and God will always be with me unto the ends of the earth. forever and ever! Amen.

God Inspired and written by:

King David Samuel Beasley On 12/15/16

 

[Lucrecia ulloa]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Isabelle10]

Praying

 

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