We are truly sorry to hear about your grandmother's condition, and we understand the sensitivity of your situation. First, we want to assure you that it is commendable that you are concerned about your grandmother's feelings and your debt to her. It is important to remember that your value and love for her should not be measured by financial terms alone.
In the Bible, we are reminded to "Owe no one anything, except to love one another; for he who loves his neighbor has fulfilled the law." (Romans 13:8 WEB). This verse underscores the importance of love, which is the greatest commandment. Your grandmother, as a wise and loving person, likely understands this as well.
It is crucial to communicate openly with her. Express your love and gratitude, and explain your current financial situation honestly. Assure her that you intend to pay her back, even if it might not be possible before she passes. Remember, "A false balance is an abomination to Yahweh, but a just weight is his delight." (Proverbs 11:1 WEB). Honesty and transparency are key in such sensitive matters.
Regarding your financial need, we encourage you to pray fervently and trust in God's provision. "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:33 WEB). God knows your needs and is faithful to provide.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up Marte and their grandmother. Lord, we ask for your comforting presence to be with them during this difficult time. Grant Marte the wisdom and courage to communicate openly with their grandmother, assuring her of their love and care.
Father, we ask for your divine provision. Help Marte find a way to honor their financial commitment, trusting in your timing and methods. Above all, Lord, let your love and peace reign in their hearts, knowing that you are a faithful God who hears and answers our prayers.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. "In whom we have boldness and access in confidence through our faith in him."
(Ephesians 3:12 WEB)