My grandmother died during the middle of ...

[Jenay]

My grandmother died during the middle of the night last night, and it HURTS SO BAD. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I am so depressed, and have so many regrets. I regret yelling at her when she didn't want to get washed up. I regret telling her she was a burden, and I wished I had never met her. I would feel overwhelmed sometimes as a caregiver, but I would do it all again rather than have her in a nursing home. I loved my grandmother, but I had resentment toward her as well, because she was not close to me as a child. She didn't spend time with me, and once when I was locked out of the house she would not let me in. She said she had a TB test and she might have TB and she didn't want to give it to me if the test was positive. I walked back home and sat on the back stairs until my mother came home at 11:00 that night. I'm thankful I was able to get in the back door to the stairs. She never asked me to spend the night with her when I was a child. The first time she asked me to spend the night with her I was sixteen years old, and she didn't want to be alone while her husband took a trip to visit his family, however I refused to stay with her. I did bring her to her home from the nursing home, because the place was filthy, awful, and I took care of her starting from 2012 - Oct 22, 2020. I love her, and now she is gone. She is the only relative in NJ who cared about me. I have a few cousins, but they don't call or include me in anything. I feel like committing suicide sometimes, because the pain is so unbearable.

 

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We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[beloved one]

DEAR ONE , YOUR GRANDMOTHER WOULD NOT WANT YOU TO TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE . THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT THIS IS A SIN AND THIS WOULD SEPERATE YOU FROM THE LORD FOR ALL ETERNITY , YOU WOULD SPEND FOREVER IN HELL , SO YOU SEE THAT EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE HURTING SO BAD RIGHT NOW , NOTHING THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IS WORTH GOING TO HELL FOR . ALL OF US HAVE REGRETS AND WE CAN NOT GO BACK IN TIME TO CHANGE THINGS , BUT PLEASE DO NOT LET THE ENEMY OF YOUR SOUL TORMENT YOU WITH WHAT YOU WISHED THAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENTLY . YOU SAY THAT YOU TOOK HER OUT OF A BAD NURSING HOME AND TOOK CARE OF HER , THAT IS GREAT LOVE ON YOUR PART . I KNOW FIRST HAND HOW VERY HARD BEING A CAREGIVER TO A CLOSE RELATIVE CAN BE , IT IS VERY DIFFICULT AND WE ARE ONLY HUMAN . YOU NEED TO FORGIVE YOURSELF , YOUR GRANDMOTHER WOULD WANT THAT . THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD IS OUR COMFORTER WHO IS THERE TO HELP US WHEN WE GREIVE , MY PRAYER FOR YOU IS THAT YOU WILL FEEL THE LORD'S PEACE AND COMFORT . I PRAY THAT WITH THE LORD'S HELP THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE YOURSELF . BLESSINGS

 

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