Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
my grandma is very sikc andim a very tired caregiver who is also helpign my mom who has asperger syndorm in a foreign counry. pelase Lor dstop my mom from haivng all day meltdowns it shard to concentrate she blame sme for everyhitng im tiredpelas ehave merc yplease God dotn make it so har don me pelas ehal me of type 1 diabetes and all helaht issue smy teeth and my grndma of highblod suagr i nee dsoem help but no oen helps me God pelase send em the help I need also emotional support i havent had firend sin decades.im exhauste dmy kidneys need helaign and so doe smy grandma.pelase PEAS EKEEP angry peopel away form me. take dotn let a single angry person coem near me i dotn need that. Lor dkeepe them away let no angry person have any affec ton me or my grandma. keep the ange rout of ever yoen. no mroe anger take away anger form yfamiyl. pelase take away all turmoil discouragemnt form my fmaiyl and bitterness too Lor dpelase giv em my won husband and giv em parents their own sopouses form you Lord. i dotn want to be my parnets help mat eit stoo hard. pelase giv ehtem the peopelt hey newed for love fsupport so they can thrive.im tire dof fmaiyl enmeshemtn. send help Lord. im havign an extrmele difficult time livign wiht my mom who has asprger syndrome. everyday is an all day meltdown and i need ot care for my grandma who is really weak and sick. she is shakign . i cant take car eof my grandm caus em mothe ryells at me all the itme. its ver yhard. i dotn kwno how to liv eliek this i hav my won helath issues. Lord pelase help God i beg yu every day i dotn want to los emy gradnma btu its too mcuh the constant opression is hell. why wont yu send me help im nto strogn apelas epray God helps em. ineed help im so aloen . pelase God why wont yo help me. pelas epra ymy mom is no longe rudner asperger syndorme but is emotionally mature for her age and so she has wisdom and helaign. i am truly too mcuh God help me or end my life. pelase