Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
my grandma is very sick and I'm a very tired caregiver who is also helping my mom who has Asperger syndrome in a foreign country. Please Lord stop my mom from having all day meltdowns; it's hard to concentrate. She blames me for everything. I'm tired. Please have mercy, please God, don't make it so hard on me. Please help me with type 1 diabetes and all health issues, my teeth, and my grandma's high blood sugar. I need some help, but no one helps me. God, please send me the help I need, also emotional support. I haven't had a friend in decades. I'm exhausted. My kidneys need healing, and so do my grandma's. Please keep angry people away from me. Don't let a single angry person come near me; I don't need that. Lord, keep them away; let no angry person have any effect on me or my grandma. Keep the anger out of everyone. No more anger. Take away anger from my family. Please take away all turmoil, discouragement, and bitterness too, Lord. Please give them my own husband and give them parents their own spouses from you, Lord. I don't want to be my parents' helpmate; it's too hard. Please give them the people they needed for love, support, so they can thrive. I'm tired of family enmeshment. Send help, Lord. I'm having an extremely difficult time living with my mom who has Asperger syndrome. Every day is an all-day meltdown, and I need to care for my grandma who is really weak and sick. She is shaking. I can't take care of my grandma because mother yells at me all the time. It's very hard. I don't know how to live like this. I have my own health issues. Lord, please help. God, I beg you every day. I don't want to lose my grandma, but it's too much. The constant oppression is hell. Why won't you send me help? I'm not strong. Please pray God helps them. I need help. I'm so alone. Please God, why won't you help me? Please pray my mom is no longer under Asperger syndrome but is emotionally mature for her age and so she has wisdom and healing. I am truly too much. God, help me or end my life. Please.