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12nyil
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My grandfather grew up in a protestant (Lutheran) family.
As a young man was converted and baptized in the early Pentecostal movement.
Unfortunately he got married an occult lady. They are never divorced and they born four children. One boy Janos (John) and three girls: Ilona (Helena), Katalin (Catherine) and Zsuzsa (Susan).
Only he died of natural causes when he was 88.
His son, Janos died in a traffic accident in 1974 when he was 22.
His girl, Katalin died thrombosis in 1996.
His other girl, Ilona died in cancer in 1998.
She is my mother.
My father is died just before one year in 1. July 2012.
Reasons: 1 infection (sepsis), 2 Blood disease, 3 Kidney diseases.
The infection is initiated a traffic accident.
My mother died when she was 37 and my father died when he was 68.
In my opinion both of them are in the heaven.
So, in this side of my family only my grandmother (85) and her daughter, my aunt Zsuzsa (58) are living.
I have three cousins:
My aunt Zsuzsa has one daughter: Zsuzsa (1980).
My aunt, Katalin’s daughters: Katalin (1982) and Krisztina (1985).
Katalin has married.
Everybody is girl and nobody has got a children.
My family
We are three children two boys: Zsolt (1968), Zalan (1972, this is me) and one girl, Zita (1977).
My brother Zsolt is got married in 1990. He has got three sons: David (1991), Daniel (1991) and Mark (1992).
These names are very biblical but nobody visit church.
My younger sister married, but she has got no children.
She lives a conscientious Christian life.
I have never have got wife and children.
Recently I had a very special dream.
When I was born one wolf and one fox wanted to tear me pieces.
I think they are two demons or two people.
The fox is maybe my aunt Zsuzsa. She is living but her brother and sisters are died.
My brother like as a wolf alpha-male.
(The wolf alpha male has only got children!)
There is an inheritance dispute between us.
My brother wants I renounce my estate.
This is the share of a flat in Bekescsaba.
Owners of this flat were my parents.
(He believes that my estate is his.)
BUT: ‘House and riches are the inheritance of fathers’ (Pro 19, 14)
‘And Naboth said to Ahab, The LORD forbid it me, that I should give the inheritance of my fathers unto thee.’ (1Ki 21, 3)
My brother has been living in his house since 20 years.
This garden house there is in another city.
The parents bought this house for him.
But my sister and I haven’t got our flat or house.
I feel myself I like I am in a prison. I need possibility in three things:
a.) ministry
b.) marriage
c.) money
Occasionally I fear of death.
When my grandfather’s death was happened I rode my bicycle and a car was hitting me nearly.
I and the car was over there only no other person!
It was in this January when I went to visit my grandma and aunt.
Jesus Christ saved me in 1990.
I have been looked for the release from this situation since this time. He hates me.
I have been praying for him for many years.
He tried to visit to church a lot of times but he is bored it.
He was Christian but he is get married to women who’s grandmother was a valid magic.
He didn’t seek a Christian girl in the church.
Whether what is the solution?
He is like the young of the cuckoo who wants everything.
I am afraid he will never get up his way of life.
During 20 years he didn’t choose the way of love instead of rivalry hatred.
Rather he terrorizes me, makes afraid for me.
As a young man was converted and baptized in the early Pentecostal movement.
Unfortunately he got married an occult lady. They are never divorced and they born four children. One boy Janos (John) and three girls: Ilona (Helena), Katalin (Catherine) and Zsuzsa (Susan).
Only he died of natural causes when he was 88.
His son, Janos died in a traffic accident in 1974 when he was 22.
His girl, Katalin died thrombosis in 1996.
His other girl, Ilona died in cancer in 1998.
She is my mother.
My father is died just before one year in 1. July 2012.
Reasons: 1 infection (sepsis), 2 Blood disease, 3 Kidney diseases.
The infection is initiated a traffic accident.
My mother died when she was 37 and my father died when he was 68.
In my opinion both of them are in the heaven.
So, in this side of my family only my grandmother (85) and her daughter, my aunt Zsuzsa (58) are living.
I have three cousins:
My aunt Zsuzsa has one daughter: Zsuzsa (1980).
My aunt, Katalin’s daughters: Katalin (1982) and Krisztina (1985).
Katalin has married.
Everybody is girl and nobody has got a children.
My family
We are three children two boys: Zsolt (1968), Zalan (1972, this is me) and one girl, Zita (1977).
My brother Zsolt is got married in 1990. He has got three sons: David (1991), Daniel (1991) and Mark (1992).
These names are very biblical but nobody visit church.
My younger sister married, but she has got no children.
She lives a conscientious Christian life.
I have never have got wife and children.
Recently I had a very special dream.
When I was born one wolf and one fox wanted to tear me pieces.
I think they are two demons or two people.
The fox is maybe my aunt Zsuzsa. She is living but her brother and sisters are died.
My brother like as a wolf alpha-male.
(The wolf alpha male has only got children!)
There is an inheritance dispute between us.
My brother wants I renounce my estate.
This is the share of a flat in Bekescsaba.
Owners of this flat were my parents.
(He believes that my estate is his.)
BUT: ‘House and riches are the inheritance of fathers’ (Pro 19, 14)
‘And Naboth said to Ahab, The LORD forbid it me, that I should give the inheritance of my fathers unto thee.’ (1Ki 21, 3)
My brother has been living in his house since 20 years.
This garden house there is in another city.
The parents bought this house for him.
But my sister and I haven’t got our flat or house.
I feel myself I like I am in a prison. I need possibility in three things:
a.) ministry
b.) marriage
c.) money
Occasionally I fear of death.
When my grandfather’s death was happened I rode my bicycle and a car was hitting me nearly.
I and the car was over there only no other person!
It was in this January when I went to visit my grandma and aunt.
Jesus Christ saved me in 1990.
I have been looked for the release from this situation since this time. He hates me.
I have been praying for him for many years.
He tried to visit to church a lot of times but he is bored it.
He was Christian but he is get married to women who’s grandmother was a valid magic.
He didn’t seek a Christian girl in the church.
Whether what is the solution?
He is like the young of the cuckoo who wants everything.
I am afraid he will never get up his way of life.
During 20 years he didn’t choose the way of love instead of rivalry hatred.
Rather he terrorizes me, makes afraid for me.