my God why have forsaken me

[Niki]

Please prayer warriors I beg pray for me, I cannot manage anymore, I have had no communication with my boyfriend Brad since yesterday, I'm so worried he has killed himself. We have both been so depressed. I'm sitting here smoking cigarette after cigarette, with a knife, bottle of poison, and sleeping pills.

Why is God testing me so much? Why is he not solving the problem with my bank.

Where are the miracles the Bible speaks about.

Does God really care?

I give up.where is my Brad, Jesus, what has happened to him?

Jesus let me die

I cannot live without Brad, 

Please Jesus I beg u help I cannot go on.

 

[Vladi777]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Anonymous]

I have been there  and suicie is not an option :"Do you not know that you are a temple of God and that the Spirit of God dwells in you?17If any man destroys the temple of God, God will destroy him, for the temple of God is holy, and that is what you are "

 

[Brian Kurth]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Mandy77]

Hi Niki. I have no idea what your circumstances are. The only thing I can say for sure is that Jesus is alive and that He loves you with an everlasting love. He has your name written on the palm of His hand. Consider this verse:

“Never! Can a mother forget her nursing child? Can she feel no love for the child she has borne? But even if that were possible, I would not forget you! See, I have written your name on the palms of my hands. Always in my mind is a picture of Jerusalem’s walls in ruins.
Isaiah 49:15-16 NLT
http://bible.com/116/isa.49.15-16.NLT

God is also powerful and I believe with all my heart that He has a purpose for your life and that He is able to turn your situation around. 

The suicidal thoughts you are having are a lie from the enemy. He wants to steal and kill and destroy. You need to take authority over fear and over the spirit of death and command them to leave. Father, I ask for a softening of Brad's heart so that he would contact Nikki. I thank You for a miracle with the bank. I have faith that You will honour Nikki's prayers. I ask You to fill her with Your peace. Wrap Your arms around her. 

 

[Ayo]

I am Praying with you and for you. All will be well with you and Brad In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart." Amen. (Jeremiah 29. 11-13) (NIV)

 

[Kimm]

You are in my nightly prayers, Amen

 

[LOVERETURNS]

I've been through torments, hell on earth. Demons and awful things, like God what are u thinking? Why me? lol. But like u said, it's a test, and he tested Job. If u overcome there is a great reward. Keep perservering in prayer. Sometimes u just got to get ugly when u pray! Not with mascara, or here i am calling on ur holy and righteous name. No, it's Lord, i done messed up and i need u in a hurry. It takes faith, don't doubt. He loves u, forget about ur sin and sin consciousness, that's under the blood. The trick is to never lose hope..There is light at the end of the tunnel. Hear this quick testimony =)
 

 

[LivingWaters]

Hi Niki,

Thanks for telling us how you are feeling. We are praying with you. Keep reaching out to God. He's always with us. It is not His desire to lose any of His children to suicide. 

I'm not sure where in the world you live, in my country we have free call numbers to talk things out. I pray that you can feel his peace and know His truth. Do you have a Bible? I really like Psalm 91 , especially in those times when I feel overwhelmed by the world and I need reminding that God has got our backs! Take care and God bless you

 

[Anonymous]

Please prayer warriors I beg pray for me, I cannot manage anymore, I have had no communication with my boyfriend Brad since yesterday, I'm so worried he has killed himself. We have both been so depressed. I'm sitting here smoking cigarette after cigarette, with a knife, bottle of poison, and sleeping pills.

Why is God testing me so much? Why is he not solving the problem with my bank.

Where are the miracles the Bible speaks about.

Does God really care?

I give up.where is my Brad, Jesus, what has happened to him?

Jesus let me die

I cannot live without Brad, 

Please Jesus I beg u help I cannot go on.

My dear, you got it completely wrong. Our God is a jealous God. He should be your ALL in all. No man and nothing else in your life should be cherished more and be put in front of the Almighty. It looks like God is trying to teach you that lesson. God knows what He is doing and He has a complete control of the situation. So what are you going to do, kill yourself and spend eternity in hell? Have you thought about that? You should repent for not trusting God and for valuing your boyfriend more than God! I hope I got through to you! Stop this nonsense and start acting like a Christian. If you do the right thing, God will bring you safely through this1