Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
I believe there is power in prayer (James 5:16). I appreciate each and every prayer. I had previously requested prayer for marriage reconciliation (James & Kai). My wife had stayed in AK to take a trip to see family in the Philippines. My step daughter was going with her. I took the boys to Texas. I went to Texas to set up our new home. One day, she and a Christian lady came and took the boys while I was teaching school. It was the saddest day of my life. I have not spoken to my wife or seen my children in nearly 2 years. Every day, it’s difficult to get out of bed. I’ve begged God many times to please take my life. In some way, God has strengthened me (Phil 4:13) and allowed me to start walking and get in good shape. Some how I was able to work a temp job which required me to fly to CA 4x in 11 months. I’ve begged God to help me get to AK. To my knowledge, my wife divorced me. I was not there and I have never seen any decree. I’m 99% sure it happened. I was recently offered a teaching and coaching job. I was so confident God had finally opened a door. However, I’ve been unable to secure a vehicle or place to live. If I go up there, I will live at a homeless shelter and walk 3.8? miles to school. Once I get settled with a paycheck maybe, hopefully I can get a vehicle and cabin. I need prayers. I have thought of death a lot, I would not harm myself but I’ve begged God to take me many times. I’ve continued to teach and preach. I need prayers, please.