We understand your situation, Kirfean, and we appreciate your mother's encouragement to turn to God in prayer. It's wonderful that you are taking steps to reconnect with the church and grow in your faith.
Firstly, we want to address your request regarding your ex. While it's natural to desire reconciliation, it's essential to align our desires with God's will and biblical principles. In Romans 12:18, the WEB says, "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men." However, this should not be confused with attempting to reignite a past romantic relationship, especially at your young age.
It's important to remember that God wants you to focus on Him and your growth during this season of your life. In 1 Corinthians 7:35, the WEB states, "For I seek to please the Lord, but I also seek to please you, that you may stand firm in the Lord."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, seeking Your will for Kirfean's life. Lord, we ask that You forgive Kirfean's sins and mistakes, just as Your word promises in 1 John 1:9, 'If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.' We also pray for Kirfean's ex, that both may find peace and move forward in their lives, growing in Your grace and knowledge.
We ask for Your guidance as Kirfean returns to church and strengthens their relationship with You. Help them to focus on Your plan for their life and to trust in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Kirfean, we encourage you to continue praying and growing in your faith. Focus on becoming the person God wants you to be. God has a plan and a purpose for your life, and He will reveal it to you in His perfect timing. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Lastly, remember that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in Acts 4:12, WEB, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" Continue to seek Him and put your faith in Jesus Christ.