Erabras
Humble Prayer Warrior
My dad died in hospital and since his health issues while he is alive caused me a lot of trauma since childhood, I was born at 50 for my dad, I always suffered since age 8 knowing I will lose my father as he is having health issues and as a child I don't have siblings to share I cried inside and live with fear and anxiety since 2005. No relatives or neighbours take care of my family right now.
They exist, father side relatives want my house, they want me to die or marry off to a loser to get my house.
Mother side relatives want to make my life a trauma series anyhow they can't see growth, happiness or healthy life. They suffer mentally so that we can rise.
Physical trauma in body and they always want to dominate to put decisions took by them in our life thought they don't give single np still they want to follow their words and blame always for one or other.
I have five aunts 16 children, toxic people, their presence cause me anxiety and trauma even that level of suffering they caused me, their calls bring anxiety to me, I want to cut them off my life, but my mom is diabetic and sensitive and I love Jesus to whom I fear by not hurting them, I am not a bad person still people make me suffer for not rising against them as I fear Lord too much to do whatever I want might hurt him, I avoid 90% of doing wrong things 10% sometimes I can't resist against God, I am human right.
A man named ### took our house papers in the hope of giving our dads money stuck sanctioning as that man took 2015 till now he didn't give the sanction amount not our house papers, though we ask he is telling stories and we don't have male in our house, pray he gets slap for doing.
God make him to learn his nature and give our papers and don't play with our situation of not having father.
Pray for my aunts' torture and their kids' bad and dominating nature.
Pray for dad's brother who wants to suffer my family, we doubt he is doing black magic, don't know particularly, had doubt I suffered too much if I don't obey God's hands please pray he not let him ruin my family.
My house has doors, windows repair, I don't have money, we can't even lock house.
My Dad's grave is not built in 10 years, imagine how we suffered for food and cried by relatives' torture after dad's death.
My marriage is not fixed, we don't have a single np don't know how to do.
My relatives bring uncles' age to marry me.
My mom's name is ###, pray for my mom's health, she is diabetic, hypertension, overweight and over thinker, has nerve weakness in my 5 or 6th standard, took treatment but now we stopped, pray for restoring every health organ should be naturally good and function properly, no death or no enemy should not let my mom health problem.
Pray for my mom than anything in msg. I want a long life healthy mom.
My physical and mental breakdown sometimes because of my years of trauma, fear and anxiety.
Pray for my praying spouse in God's will.
They exist, father side relatives want my house, they want me to die or marry off to a loser to get my house.
Mother side relatives want to make my life a trauma series anyhow they can't see growth, happiness or healthy life. They suffer mentally so that we can rise.
Physical trauma in body and they always want to dominate to put decisions took by them in our life thought they don't give single np still they want to follow their words and blame always for one or other.
I have five aunts 16 children, toxic people, their presence cause me anxiety and trauma even that level of suffering they caused me, their calls bring anxiety to me, I want to cut them off my life, but my mom is diabetic and sensitive and I love Jesus to whom I fear by not hurting them, I am not a bad person still people make me suffer for not rising against them as I fear Lord too much to do whatever I want might hurt him, I avoid 90% of doing wrong things 10% sometimes I can't resist against God, I am human right.
A man named ### took our house papers in the hope of giving our dads money stuck sanctioning as that man took 2015 till now he didn't give the sanction amount not our house papers, though we ask he is telling stories and we don't have male in our house, pray he gets slap for doing.
God make him to learn his nature and give our papers and don't play with our situation of not having father.
Pray for my aunts' torture and their kids' bad and dominating nature.
Pray for dad's brother who wants to suffer my family, we doubt he is doing black magic, don't know particularly, had doubt I suffered too much if I don't obey God's hands please pray he not let him ruin my family.
My house has doors, windows repair, I don't have money, we can't even lock house.
My Dad's grave is not built in 10 years, imagine how we suffered for food and cried by relatives' torture after dad's death.
My marriage is not fixed, we don't have a single np don't know how to do.
My relatives bring uncles' age to marry me.
My mom's name is ###, pray for my mom's health, she is diabetic, hypertension, overweight and over thinker, has nerve weakness in my 5 or 6th standard, took treatment but now we stopped, pray for restoring every health organ should be naturally good and function properly, no death or no enemy should not let my mom health problem.
Pray for my mom than anything in msg. I want a long life healthy mom.
My physical and mental breakdown sometimes because of my years of trauma, fear and anxiety.
Pray for my praying spouse in God's will.
