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Humble Servant
My depression has been hitting me hard like I have mentioned before, and caused my job to put me on a leave of absence. They want to make sure I am healthy enough to return to work to a full schedule. I am getting reconnected with my counselors, and getting appointments scheduled. I have maintained my sobriety through it all though. I have learned that I have not turned all control over to the Father, and to take His yolk, as His load is lighter than mine. I got into a very dark area again these last couple of weeks, and was ready to end it. I went as far as setting up the area where it was going to happen, recording a final video on my cell phone, and it was the first time I have recorded myself, as well having a final note written. Just to let everyone know, the area I had planned is no longer, note and video have been eliminated, and have been speaking to people about what has been going on. So with this being said, please pray for my depression to be turned over to Him, let me put on His yolk, so that I can go at God's speed, not my own, and to let Him be the pacesetter. Please pray for me to continue to have gentleness and humility, and to learn to live God's chosen path for me. God Bless everyone who has responded previously to my activity here.