My deepest cries are that my son's suffering while I am trying to repent but it's just not enough. How will I protect him I don't know. I wish I knew. My heart goes out for him. His dreams are shattered. I pray for dear life of me to find a way to get the right help. Although these demons, spiritual strongholds, and spiritual attacks torment us, I still hang on. Struggling Lord. We need you.