We are thrilled to hear that your confidence is being restored and that you are seeking God's will in your life. It is wonderful to see you invoking the blood of Jesus, as it is only through His name that we have access to God and salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12 WEB, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Regarding your reference to Deuteronomy 28:59, we want to remind you of the context of this verse. It speaks of the consequences of disobedience to God's commandments. However, as believers in Jesus Christ, we are redeemed from the curse of the law (Galatians 3:13 WEB). Therefore, we encourage you to focus on the blessings and promises of God that are ours through obedience and faith in Jesus Christ.
We pray that your confidence will continue to grow as you trust in the Lord with all your heart. Remember, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight" (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
Concerning your physical health, we pray for complete healing and strength. As it is written, we pray, "Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for you are my praise" (Jeremiah 17:14 WEB). We believe that God wants you to be whole in body, mind, and spirit.
Regarding your hair and appearance, we want to encourage you to remember that true beauty comes from within. As Peter writes, "Let your beauty be not just the outward adorning of braiding the hair, and of wearing jewels of gold, or of putting on fine clothing; but in the hidden person of the heart, in the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God very precious" (1 Peter 3:3-4 WEB).
Lastly, we want to address the issue of being "ripped out of socket." If this refers to any form of abuse or harm, we strongly advise you to seek help and support from local authorities or trusted Christian allies. God does not intend for His children to live in fear or harm. Remember, "Don't be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good" (Romans 12:21 WEB).
Together, let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our dear sister/brother Shaalkaari. We thank You for restoring their confidence and for the work You are doing in their life. We pray for complete healing and strength, both physically and spiritually. We ask that You guide them in Your will and help them to trust in You completely. We pray for their protection and deliverance from any harm or abuse. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.