Anonymous
Beloved of All
; (My Case Isaiah 4 3 : 26 x7x7x7 put me in remembrance state your case so you maybe aquitted Micah 6 : 2 x7x7x7 Move the mountains I'm so done trying Lord I can't seem to get it right with L. He refuses to reconcile our marriage yet he still wants me around and then he goes distant back and forth so much it's confusing for me.Everyday I'm praying and ever day it seems to be an uphill battle with him. Lord I can't seen to pull through this and win. I need you to interviene and help me see what is best and want what is best right now for my life. I don't want to fight for attention from him anymore and I don't want to fight for a.marriahe that can never be restored. I want your will in my life and I want to be happy and be with someone who is grateful for me only and wants me only because I need you Lord and I'm so tired and hurting inside from all of this. I prayed with April yesterday in my prayer of the wife book and it seems hopeless today it seems like as and ways he's punishing me for leaving him and he will never work at us ever again. I just want this all to end already I have put years of tears sweat, her at ache love and for what I'm not sure anymore. I need you God you see all and know all. Right now I need my Jesus and my God to fight this battle of mine that I can't win on my own please hear me from heaven hear my years of tears and make either L wake up and stop running from me and me running from him . Or bring me who you have planned so I can have the marriage you want for me this has gone on for to long . according to God's will 100 fold into exsistence 100 fold right now all the way from the spiritual into the physical