Anonymous
Beloved of All
My brothers and sisters in Christ, I come to you for support in prayer for my union again. Things are getting more difficult with no resolution in sight. I feel that my patience with God is running thin and am desperate for guidance and restoration. In my desperation, I began my search for clarity in ungodly ways, mostly astrology and psycic readings online. My spirit chastised me and I stopped. With no resolution my patience with God has seen me go through this avenue and I ask God for forgiveness. I pray that during this time of Lent and fasting that God will guide my spirit and heart to seek him for healing. I have been married almost 15 years, moved to a different country where I am alone as my family is far away. My employment and capacity as a mother is not as it should be due to anxiety. I am at a point where I am unsure if God intends a separation to be on my cards, which is hurtful and confusing. I pray that God works in both our hearts, in mine for resentment and anger and in his for whatever he may be dealing with. May wholeness, gentleness and God be the center of our marriage, if his will is that for me. I pray for God to give me renewed focus on my work and daughter, and that my faith in him never ceases - whatever the outcome. May he guide me in spirit and may I hear his voice again. Amen