Tanya Diya
Disciple of Prayer
My boyfriend ditched me, he lied to me and still I love him and he doesn't even bother to check if i am still alive or not. He does not even read my text. It hurts me like anything. This is the same person who used to call me whats app me every min and now since 11th March he don't even bother if I am alive. How can a person change like this and why God is helping him. I was always loyal and true in the relationship but still why God is punishing me? I haven't harmed anyone in my life I never had any bad intentions for anyone then why me. I am dying every day. Why can't God kill me once and I will be trouble free. I am curse for my parents and for myself. I can't take this anymore. I want to die but I don't have guts to do suicide. Please pray for my death as I have already donated my organs so if I die now many needy people will get benefitted. May be thats how I will also be free from curse. I am tired of my life. very tired. I need peaceful sleep now.