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My boyfriend and I broke up 2 months ago. He is in full time ministry and wanted to focus on that.... it was a mutual break up because he just didn't love me and I wanted him to have the freedom to know his own heart. But I am now depressed, still love him and miss him and struggle to imagine life without him. I still cry, life is without colour, I've reached out to him to see if anything has changed and if he wants to restore our relationship, but he doesn't. I need to move on and believe that God has better plans for me. I need help with the depression and sorrow and hopelessness. I need to know in my head and heart that a better future is around the corner and that God will bring my future husband and I together. I am mid-30s and want to be a wife and mother so much. Please may I heal from the broken relationship, may God be my peace and my strength, may He be my comfort because I am so lonely some times, may I meet my husband soon, be engaged within a year that I can start the family that I know God made me for.