Anonymous
Beloved of All
I don’t understand what is up with my mom, she was bending really snippy and snappy at me last night. It’s bad enough that she ruined Palm Sunday by picking on me for “not being joyful” or for “not having thoughts!” Now she is accusing me for being lukewarm all because I didn’t show the kind of reaction she expected from me when we listened to a video presentation of Autism on YouTube. I was listening, I just found it hard to pay attention because I was so freaking tired; I had a long day of working. I was up since ###:###am and I am having a period for crying out loud! What do you want me to do? Sing a song? Please help me prove my mother and other people that I do have thoughts and I am so NOT lukewarm! At least I am not gay! At least I get upset right away whenever I feel down and hurt myself! At least I get happy whenever it is Disney related (the old classic animated movies only, not the new woke junk). Please help me prove to the world that is wrong about me. Please help prove my mother wrong! Please help prove to the world that I am a good person; not a bad person that they make me out to be. Please help prove that, Lord. I have been asking this kind of help since I was in my teenage years and I haven’t been answered at all! What’s it going to take? Will my life be like this forever? Friendless and stuck with jerks while only seeing nice people once or twice a year only? What kind of life is that? What kind of friendship is that? In Jesus name we pray, Amen.