cesar00
Banned
My Lord Jesus I thank you again as I do everyday for your love and mercy towards me and my family. I beg your forgiveness for all the stupid irrational things I do when I loose my temper. I thank you at the same time because you make me see immediately how stupid I look doing what I do when I am mad. Thank you Jesus. You know My Lord that tomorrow ill be acrucial day for the solving of my financial problems. You know I will be speaking with the man I have to speak with about borrowing money from him,. bless me Lord when the time comes, allow my heart and mind to work together so that I am able to make him understand my situation and the delicacy of my problems. Dear Lord give hipeace and calm while we speak so that he too will take things in stride, He is not a praying man but he flies straight as an arrow. I believe he is a God fearing man even if he does not pray or go to church. He has aleways beenfair and has helped me and my family before. I am sure my Dear Lord that you have kept him around for his seventy nine years so that he could be our beacon and our rock in the storm. He is my father and I will be laying a hard huge burden upon his shoulders. I hope my Lord that he is the solution you had in mind for my problems, if he isn't I will walk away and thank you again for your mercy and will continue waiting for the miracle to happen. Becuase my Dear Jesus eventhough many times I put problems at your feet for you to solve them and one minute later I take them away, You know my heart My Lord and you know that you are the center of my life, My life and the lives of my children and family are in your hands and will sway like reeds in the wind of your command. Even though sometimes I complain and I try to go the oppsite way you know my Lord that I love you and that I am your faithful servant. So now Dear Jesus before going to rest I beg you allow my father to discuss things with me in peace and calm tomorrow, touch him Lord and make him see the need we have of his help, if it is your will Dear J3esus allow him to help me with happiness and content only becausze I am his son and my chidren his grandchildren. That is it, not because we will someday pay him back or what ever. Let him do it out of pure happiness and the will to help. Thank you Jesus for their well being and their health, for their love and support of all of us. Bless you Lord for you are allmighty powerful, merciful and just. Thank you Jesus in you I trust.