Boka
Disciple of Prayer
When my dad passed away, my mother couldn't be alone at home. She depended on him for everything, and on top of that she had a great fear of spending the night alone. In order to help her I moved back home. I lost everything to be with her. My intentions were pure, but since I came here, I feel used and manipulated. I'm sad most of the time. I feel like I am in prison. Her fear of being alone at night is killing me, since I can't get out of house at night if there is nobody to be with her meanwhile. She promised me that she'll work on it...but no. I feel like I lost my life and freedom because she lied to me. I feel so guilty for feeling this way. She's my mother, and I want best for her - but somehow I feel so deeply hurt. Please pray in Jesus's name for forgiveness. Please pray for me that I'm healed from this bondage that I feel because of mother's fear. I want to go out with my friends without feeling guilty and worried about what I will do with my mother since she's afraid to be home alone. I feel lost. Please pray for me to see a bigger picture, and to have a full life again. Please pray for my mother and I so we love and understand each other unconditionally.
Also, my mom is struggling with losing some weight for health reasons. The more I pray to God for this, the more she eats. She can't control herself. I don't know how to help her. Please pray for my mother to lose some weight and be more physically active. Pray for her healthier food habits. Release her of emotional struggles that may be the reason for her weight. Amen
Also, my mom is struggling with losing some weight for health reasons. The more I pray to God for this, the more she eats. She can't control herself. I don't know how to help her. Please pray for my mother to lose some weight and be more physically active. Pray for her healthier food habits. Release her of emotional struggles that may be the reason for her weight. Amen