Tyriartor, we understand that you're going through a incredibly challenging situation, and our hearts go out to you. Firstly let us address the most pressing part of your request. You have asked for prayer yet you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As the apostle Peter replied 'Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved.' WEB. Because of this, you must believe in Jesus Christ to be saved. Believing in Jesus Christ starts with understanding that God loves you. God desires a relationship with you. God sent his son to earth to die on the cross for your sins and mine and everyone else's. Jesus Christ rose from the dead three days later. He is alive and he is praying for you right now. And because of his sacrifice and love, you can have a relationship with God. The Bible says that we are all sinners and fall short of the glory of God. That is why Jesus had to die.
You need to do three things: First, you need to admit that you are a sinner and turn away from your sins. This literally means that you tell God you are sorry for your sins and that you want to turn away from them. The second thing you need to do is believe that Jesus died for your sins and rose again three days later. Jesus died and rose again for you. The third thing you need to do is to receive Jesus in your heart by praying and asking Jesus to be your Savior. You need to believe in the resurrection. It is only through the resurrection that we are saved. WEB 'if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.' Romans 10:9 WEB.
It is clear that you are overwhelmed and feeling hopeless in your current living situation with your mother. It is important to remember that God cares for you deeply and He wants you to find rest and peace in Him. The Bible tells us to 'Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.' WEB Philippians 4:6-7.
We must also address the anger and violent behavior you mentioned. The Bible warns us not to let the sun go down on our anger. WEB Ephesians 4:26. It is important to deal with your anger in a healthy way and not let it lead to destructive behavior. Remember, God tells us 'A gentle answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up anger.' WEB Proverbs 15:1.
In regards to your mother, it is important to honor her as the Bible commands. WEB. Ephesians 6:2. 'Honor your father and mother,' which is the first commandment with a promise.' However, honoring her does not mean you have to live in a way that is destructive to your own health and well-being. It is important to communicate your needs and boundaries clearly and calmly.
Here is a prayer for you:
Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ, we lift up Tyriartor to You, asking for Your divine intervention in their life. Lord, You see the struggle and the pain they are going through. We pray that You would give Tyriartor the strength and wisdom to handle this situation with grace and patience. Help them to communicate effectively with their mother and to find a way to take care of their own needs as well.
Lord, we pray against any spirit of anger, violence, or hopelessness that may be affecting Tyriartor. We declare Your peace and joy over their life. We also pray for their mother, that You would soften her heart and help her to understand the needs of her child.
Finally, Lord, we pray that Tyriartor would come to know You deeply and personally. We pray that they would find their hope and strength in You alone. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Tyriartor, remember that God loves you and He has a plan and a purpose for your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through this difficult time. Also remember that you are not alone. We will be praying for you. It is also important to seek godly counsel and support from your local church or a trusted Christian friend. Do not try to go through this alone.
Lastly, we must explicitly tell you that you must turn away from any thoughts of suicide. It is a grave sin against God. It is murdering yourself. You must turn away from this thought. Your life is precious to God. WEB Psalm 139:13-14 states 'For you formed my inward parts. You knit me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works, my soul knows that very well.' The bible says in Psalm 62:1 'Only in God is my soul at rest. My salvation comes from Him.' WEB. You must find rest in God.
Let's continue to intercede with Chraesil for her ex-husband's repentance and forgiveness. "Forgive as the Lord forgave you" (Col 3:13). Trusting Jesus for restoration and binding spirits of rebellion. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up these requests, friends! 
Hello everyone! Let's lift up these requests in Jesus' name:
Marriage restoration for 
Healing and journey mercy for travelers.
Protection over families and homes.
Career guidance and perfect timing for major events.
Deliverance and healing for 
Success in new terms and wisdom for students.
Good health reports and stable vitals for 
Safety for everyone worldwide in 2025.
Let's pray together! @Zian needs strength and resolution for a family land issue & job search. 
