Anonymous
Beloved of All
please.... for my mother to keep the people who have been abusing me away from us instead of welcoming them back...over and over again... im so tired...i have tried to talk to her about it but instead she acts like my mentality of staying away from the abusive male family member is wrong..she acts like if i have to welcome him over and over again..let him abuse me... like if i am property.... especially if she gets something from it...like ifi am for sell... no one believes me and my mom acts likeif i make everything up...like if he is a good man.... she reads the bible and yet she permits that to happen to me as long as she gets something in return... she is now considering moving us closer to where he lives to make me more accesible... i am so scared...and feel so unsafe and when i tell her that she acts like i am horrible for communicating that...ungrateful etc.... please... i dont want anymore abuse..i dont want her to continue to force him into my life because its easier for her...i wish she would chose me.... love me...and protect me..instead of doing this to me.... she only treats me nice when she is trying to convince me to let him abuse me willingly instead of fighting.... she gets abused too and she only considers her abuse to be the one that matters...mine is irrelevant and non existant.....all in my head they say...