Rulelsa
Disciple of Prayer
Morning, my name is Mrs Judith Sefako, from Mahalapye, i have gone to many places, but nothing is fine about my life, nothing, as i am writing, i am no longer working, i lost my job in December 2020 as a Credit manager, at Palapye, i need deliverance seriously, when i got a job, i easily got promoted, and easily mess my job. I worked for 4 yrs, previous job 4 years, also i messed up. And later ask myself why i did that. Since, i got married in 1997,i have never been happy at all, the people i love most, are the ones hurting me. The people i help are the ones who turns against me, and i am not apprreciated at all, nor respected, i ask myself what should i do, my marriage is worse, when we go to a man of God, on our way back, with my husband, we will argue more than anything, else. If i am the problem what should i do now, i have visited many powerful men of God, but to me its sadness, and regret because going to them i borrowed money and now left with too much Debts, thats i left my job, it was making me worse, as i borrowed and failed to pay people. I need help because i cannot even sleep, i dont even want to go to any church, i have gone to allin and outside Botswana. I feel lost, but inside my heart i know that Jesus loves me, i once saw him in a drean, he said he loves me, and i asked him when are you coming back, he said tommorw. Last week, i had a dream, i saw a certain man of God, prophesying to people, but when he comes to me, he said read Genesis 5 and left me. I need prophecy, to be told where i went wrong and what i should do, i love God so much in my heart. As i am speaking, i am expecting summons from the people i owe, i dont have anything to pay them, my trust is in God, i surrender all to him, that his will done. I once went to SCOAN in 2013, came back the same, i went to prayer mountain on Friday, when i came back, my money was stolen, inside the flat where i slept, 6th floor, i was insulted after i reported by an Evangelist, saying i am saying there are thieves in the church, i was so hurt, regretted why i went there for 9 days, it was like i was the bad person and my money was stolen, just being open, i need help please, nothing is left for me, even my marriage is on and off, i dont want spiritualists as we went to 1 last month, still no hope, why should i suffer for a long time
