Kalolos
Disciple of Prayer
Morning all Thank you Lord for the love and kindness you show me every day. Thank you to all the people that prayed for me every day. I am just right where I started. I am heartbroken, sad angry really I don't know how I feel anymore, I am there where I just want to give up. But then I think again I've came so far with you all that have been praying for me and God's Love every day. That I just lift my head and look forward, no matter how my heart is been torn out every day little by little. When is everything going to stop why am I not aloud to be happy for just once. Why is there always someone trying to take everything away form me, doesn't matter how I pray and believe everything is eventually going my way there is always something that goes wrong just as I think things are getting better now something happens and I feel all my prayers were all for nothing. Lord I will still keep on believing that what is happening between me and Espere is a test and that with Your grace we will get through this horrible thing that is happening to us and that our love for You and one another is strong enough to with stand anything, I don't want so sound ungreatfull but this situation is tearing me apart. Lord please help me to stay strong and help me fix that is broken. I ask all in Your Great and Holy Name. Amen.